Feelings

I'm not too happy lately. 


But whenever I'm not happy, in order to feel better, I used to think that our existence is just as tiny as 'nothing' compared to our endless infinity and so spectacular universe. 
When you think there are more serious stuffs happening around the world, there are more other stuff to care of, to take concern of, things like me being unhappy now is just 'nothing', not worth at all.

And then, I started to think also that life is short. Being unhappy is not much but a huge waste of time. If being happy is why we are here in this world, why waste all the time being unhappy?


I feel better for a moment after that, but I don't really feel all recovered.


Maybe after all, unhappiness is still one of human's feeling..
Can't really resist..
If it's easy to rid of, nobody will shed tears, nobody will have heartache, nobody will ever commit suicide..



It's hard..


But still, everything in this world is a beauty, a miracle 


Using a different way to feel things we have, happiness is just everywhere.



I realized,


if there is one unhappiness,


we could replace this one unhappiness with other one happiness~  




For example,

When I see there are so much beauties in this world like this, I feel happy 









When I'm in touch with the beauty of nature, I feel happy 










It's true, everything can be forgiven, every unhappiness can be forgettable 

What do you do when you are feeling emotional?



I'm feeling so emotional nowadays and I've always running away from it by occupying my mind with TVs, movies, dramas, and books!




People grow, thought change.



I almost forgot how adventurous and challenging I used to be. (-_-)



Well, well, well! I need to search back my enthusiasm!!!



I'm not going to let anything or anyone to affect my ways of thought!



Every time when I'm in a mood right down under deeper than anyone could have imagine, 


I'll always try to think, why do I bother so much?


Life is short as anybody would say. 


"HAPPY" liven up your life.


"SAD", "STRESS" would just ruin part of your life.


And moreover, a human life is just a very very small existence to the Universe!


Try to think about the nature of the planet, the beauty of the earth, the planet with so much of all mysterious phenomenon are just so marvelous that you'd feel that your own existence is like an ant of a colony!


So, why bother?


You thank God that you have a life to enjoy.


Time is not to be wasted.


I convinced myself with all these wonderful thinking of the planet when I'm in a depression which shouldn't exist at all in one's life..






Yeah,

I would love to cheer myself with a lovely warm Foot Spa as well  



Enjoy life which every one should be..



I'm gonna be STRONG!


I'll be the girl that everyone would ADORE!!